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songs for my little brother

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joed_out Truly epic recording, so rich with ideas! Favorite track: things.
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so now you're halfway through the door and now you're wondering if there's more for you to choke on silly lady she is watching us and half the people on the bus she said: "come on little closer if you dare come on little closer I've been wondering what you're doing in this place" you've been through blood and guts and gore you've met this woman from your floor you've never spoken she said: "not everything will work out right but that don't mean we have to fight" she said: "come on little closer if you dare come on little closer I've been wondering what you're doing in this place" i know you've been waiting 'till you will get back home and so I will be fading 'till you will get back home but you forgot until we meet again nothing will turn out right big words, forgotten, spent these seasons of denial until we meet again
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HELP I just can't understand and I don't know what I've lost and I will try to bend but first I want some HELP as I'm crossing these lines then I need some HELP as I'm walking over fires then I need some HELP you're stuck inside my head and I want you to get lost I want this all to end but first I want some HELP as I'm wrestling these lions then I need some HELP as I'm walking over fires then I need some
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kind 02:14
hate all the fucking people and life is such a drag I don't like the things I've never tried I'm scared but I'm trying my best what's more there is to say? I passed my test but I fucked anyway come back for more your secrets I let them go I won't ask "what for?" always you come back to my door always you can see what we did before you're all that's been kind to me
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things 06:57
cancer dull boy can't fight ready? not at all cancer dull boy are you ready? not all when you were young yeah you've had your fun but now you've gotta get moving or you're gonna get done and I go to my room and I try to save things that I've left behind cancerous dull boy can't fight ready? not at all well, you were young and you've had your fun but now you've gotta get moving or you're gonna get done and I go to my room and I try to save things that I've left behind
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retromania 01:24
when I haven't had a lot on my mind and I still had all the urge to fight when I was young and I cared about the usual things and I played in all the usual games when I was (young, I know) and it got me going (yeah I know) and the world was growing (hear a song) and it sends your heart racing (meet a girl) and it's her you'll be chasing now you're dull and dumb and dead (smoke some marijuana) all the things you wish you'd said (but you're never gonna) all the lives you wish you've had (but you're never gonna) now you're dull and dumb and dead (smoke some marijuana) (yeah I know you wanna)
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time 03:48
one good thing I've heard you say: "it's time" what was colored now is gray - it's time it's time that serves you right it's time that leaves you blind - - - one last kiss before I go it's time everyone is casting stones it's time it's time you try to fight it's time that's far behind - - - everyone is wishing things they'll never have what am I unleashing I don't understand I have broke your promise you have broke my nose where to we all heading? no one really knows - - - tension's high and spirit's low - it's time she left this town long time ago long time now it's time that's on your mind and it's time that's never on your side
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my depression comes and goes all I want is you the most everything I've done for you other ones just make me blue I don't care if you don't care I don't care if you don't care I don't care if you don't care for me the assholes have their party time I watch them suffer in my mind hoping that it's all for real nothing ever makes me feel
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in some ungodly place I'll find you your dead old father I'll remind you you'll sing to roomfuls of some strangers we'll try to run but nothing changes I've been trying with all of my might hoping you'll feel better inside in the end all I find is a drunken angel drunken angel in some ungodly place I'll find you how can I fight this thing inside you? this place is full of ugly strangers they're here to hear a drunken angel I've been trying with all of my might how can you feel better inside? in the end all I find is a drunken angel drunken angel drunken angel
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My busride is early Yeah there's nothing That I'd rather do You were in a hurry You were laughing Nervous and uncool My bus won't be waiting so I walked up To you and asked you out You said "yeah, whatever" And then you hugged me And kissed me on the mouth My boss says I'm okay But there's nothing that I'd rather do Than sit at the bus stop And be talking Wasting time with you Our lives may be broken But we're trying To make some sense out of it I'm drunk and you're smoking We just sit here I don't think we'll ever quit
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which side are you on I think I'd rather be gone I think I'd rather stay home Why take it You stumble and fall But there is nothing at all You'll try to make it alone Why take it Despise it all Despise myself What you hear is My last breath, but Don't make me a side to be on Don't make me You well never know I think you never will grow 'Cause you have nowhere to go So just break it We want something more We want to settle the score We want a new kind of all And we'll take it all We'll take it Despise it all Despise myself What you hear is My last breath, but Don't make me a side to be on Don't make me
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people 03:52
I spent at home all this summer I don't go out 'cause I'm afraid to die Cried many time through this summer And I will cry tonight I barely know all these people And I am afraid to look 'em in the eye I am scared of these people They seem so much cooler than I Pressurize your mind What a drag Summer has a lucky chance for these people To get a hug I think I don't need your loving There's enough things for me to get by I'd probably be fed up with your loving My ego is like a mountain sky high I barely know all these people And I am afraid to look 'em in the eye I am scared of these people They seem so much cooler than I Pressurize your mind What a drag Summer has a lucky chance for these people To get a hug
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did 06:46
Even though I got some pretty good songs Tell me why it had to pain so much? Even after I admit I was wrong Tell me why it had to pain so much Gets me nowhere Keeps on going Now I want this condemnation to stop But there is nothing I can do but cry And this pain is buried deep in my heart And it's gonna stay with me 'till I die Gets me nowhere Keeps on going - - - Did fall in Or should I go? It's you, who brought out the spark And led me right out of the dark It's you, boy Did fall in Or should I go?
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credits

released September 4, 2015

thanks to Dima, Zhora, Edik, Kostya and Regina.

written, recorded and mixed by Nikita Ogurtsov at "Zvuk" studio, Kharkiv, august 2015. Originally released in mono.

Remixed and remastered in stereo during summer 2017.

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Kit Ogurtsov Ozerne, Ukraine

"Ukraine's misunderstood genius" - beehy.pe

"Nikita Ogurtsov Is the most underrated musician and countercultural figure of the country" - bit.ua

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Hi, my name is Nikita.

I've been making music under different aliases since 2010.

I was born in Ukraine and moved to France in 2016.

Please buy these so I can eat.

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